For The Last Time

It will be her last time

To text you

To think about you

To miss you.

she always said it to her self.

She always convince her self to do so.

So many times

Recently and  frequently.

She absolutely knows that she is being ignored my the one who used to be so close with her.

The one who used to be her partner.

The one who is now becoming a perfect stranger with her.

Oh, maybe stranger is better than this someone.

The one who ever told her that she is one of the bestest

But now, without saying anything, the silence make she knows that she is not that best.

But why she doesn’t understand?

Why she’s still trying even though she knows she’ll get nothing?

Why she still thinks that someone is still care?

It’s like she doesn’t know who is she

She is becoming someone new

Someone unidentified

Someone she’s never known before.

Someone fool.

But she is me, my self.




3 respons untuk ‘For The Last Time

  1. I think a lot of people will relate to that feeling of becoming invisible to the eyes of that person who once loved us so much… It is a sad feeling, very well described. Thank you for sharing 🙂

    P.S. I found your blog through Momma’s Meet & Greet party 🙂


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